after several months of missing my dearest sister, she finally came back from the US and i gota huge shock when i saw her. At first, i thought she dyed her hair to blonde. but she told me that its the sun over there that bleached her hair to this colour. Gee, i never knew that the sun can do free dyeing services. Cool but the thought of having my hair destroyed like that makes me shudder.

Anyway, im glad to have my sparring partner back at home as i been feeling pretty lonely at home as i am so used to seeing her around and talking or confiding all sorts of stuff. am glad that someonez at home anytime to keep my sanity alive. Think my work is drivin me crazy and i really dunno how much longer i can last. Seriously. So here i am, looking forward to a short break soon and preserve my sanity :)....

everyone must have missed me terribly as i havnt written here for a damn long time. Thatz because i been sufferin from computerophobia, in particular, emailophobia. Why? Coz everytime i go online, i am reminded of my work email account which i gota check regularly for staff updates. That sucks because it is COMPULSORY. You dont get your email account for nothing, there is a hidden agenda and if you dont utilize it, you are Unprofessional. You shud get my drift by now.

I hate work. I love money. I hate what im doing. But i gota live. So, I have no choice. :s Been having a lot of dramatic twists and turns in my professional life, thank goodness not in other aspects of my personal life. Am satisfied with my personal life at the moment. Been having lotsa nightmares about my work. This job is driving me nuts.

But then again, it is the stress that is providing me good training ground. I believe that I can handle lotsa stressful situations better than last time. Well, that's the minimal consolation I can give to myself :)

Yes, I am becoming delusional. Incoherent. I miss my studying days.

Attended some enrichment course and still attending. I love what I am learning coz it is so intellectually stimulating that I feel high after each lesson. OOOhhhhhlala.....

Been reading my friends' blogs and I wish I can have the luxury of time to contact them and ask them if everything is okay. Hope I can meet them someday after not having met them for erhhh... a few years?! Geez...

I was surprised when I did not twitch one bit when I traded my old hp in for a new and better one. I thought I would take one last look and one last feel of my hp but I didn't. I just handed it in, in a matter of fact way. I must be mad.