I just got back to work after a long break and am not feeling well again as I have over-worked and it's not helping my condition to improve. Anyway, I have been feeling traumatized by recurring nightmares of death and it's not a good sign. Must be a result of the mishap I had. Friends told me to see counsellor, considering the numerous problems I have from work and home. They kinda think I will get a nervous break down but I dont think so unless the nightmares persist. The nightmares are the ones that are hurting me, I feel so drained when I wake up. However, I keep telling myself to be positive and be grateful I am still alive. And yes, I am so grateful and I think I have been positive during my resting period and thats why i recovered quickly. I do not consciously think of my mishap but I think subconsciously I was traumatised so I get the horrid dreams. Work's been hectic since I got back to work. I can't wait to get a long weekend break coz I am so tired and drained. No wonder my doc wanted to give me a longer mc coz he knows whats the right amount of rest I need and yet i didn't heed his advice and headed back to work. I regret prioritizing my work over my health coz it's taking its toll on me. And I don't feel good. Anyway, I hope all will be smooth for me this year and that my haunted work place won't freak me out, considering how it has freaked out some of my colleagues. gee...