I can't wait for the long break that awaits me this coming wk. yay! I've been feeling v sick, been downing medicine almost every mth. My immune system's screaming for help despite the countless fruits i eat everyday. I was esp stressed for the last two mths as I had to present a paper which reminds me v much of my thesis writing days and i regret not having invested more energy into my fav subj last time as my fren informed me that i can do my masters only in the subj which I had completed my honours in so which means that im stuck with a sucky subject for my masters if i were to do it. . It kinda brought back great memories and the joy I had in reading up theories to support my statements. I think I wanna do my masters. Gotta take a year break to do it though which means I will be cash strapped (At this point, i am dismayed by my preoccupation with $!)! I can't bear to live without my pay as it would mean cutting down on the extravagance I am indulging in currently (and now, im horrified upon realizing how senseless all these sound). Gee! But then again, I really need a break from my work and just do something different before I go MAD.

Was on the brink of insanity recently due to the mounting work pressure, the responsibilities I was given and the kinda ppl I had to work with. Was so stressed that I nearly broke down. Oh well... Anyway, I feel so liberated when I write here because when I write here, it means that I have willed myself to put work aside for the time being and do sth different and this is cathartic :)

the only other thing that's worrying me is deciphering archaic lang, I've been desperately catching up on my readin of a shspeare text as I've been asked to do so and I've got no choice and time's running out for me... yikes.