It's amazing how I can transform misery into hate. Perhaps the more I know, the better I feel. Ignorance is not bliss in my case. I feel numb, no more tears, no more misery. I am happy to have those crazy insane evil thoughts whirling in my mind. In addition, my violent friends make things easier for me. I know I shouldnt generate so much negative energy and do something more productive. Well, I am trying anyhow, that is why I am writing this blog :)