If I can't be a model, I can be a role model...

I dropped a piece of tissue on the pavement today and I was so tempted to just leave it there but unfortunately, the people in my profession are expected to be perfect and not do such things in the public. Sighh, I had no choice but to pick it up and throw it into the bin. I hope some kid who saw me do this would see me as his/her role model. As if...

I feel so drained. My first day of work is sooo tiring, I can't imagine having to experience this fatigue for the next 3 weeks till term starts. Strangely, I was actually excited about my work. Perhaps it is because I feel so young again, dealing with young people. Made more new friends, have really nice colleagues. Like my table because there is so much privacy in my own cubicle. I am not anti social, I simply need some of my own space. Read a pages of Ho Mingfong's novel and thought that Cambodia is in Vietnam till my colleague burst out laughing when she heard what I said and corrected me. Gee, my geography sucks. Okay, no excuse, it is my general knowledge that sucks. I feel so ashamed of myself (for the first time in my life). Actually, I feel stupid telling you all how ignorant I am but well, at least I have learnt something new today, have you? :P