How many times should we be hurt in life? How many times should we feel disappointed with ourselves? How many more lessons must I undergo in order to make me stronger? I wish I know. Life is really a manifestation of hell. I wish I could voice my protest before I was even brought into this world. I wish I am empowered in many ways. I wish that the arseholes who deceived me or hurt me indirectly could be destroyed by a click of a button. fuck them.

I would rather hear the truth if hiding the truth may harm me even more.

I think I need counselling or maybe psychiatric help?

I wana open up my mind and heart but I just can't. I am too troubled and harbour so much hatred.
I hope I am not going outa my mind coz it feels like i am.
My studies are going downhill, so is my mood.

Everything ain't going well and if this continues, I will either suffer a mental breakdown or I will hurt them mentally.
Deceptive, two face liars...