I am surprised that i am still alive and optimistic about my coming exams. I am supposed to worried because I havent started studying yet and i still have loads of assignments to clear. I dunno if I am srewing things up for myself or I just feel like slacking? I feel so tired, I need sleep. the words/ text that i read have taken on a new meaning for me. i am more aware of the cognitive processes that i undergo during my learning process. i become aware of when i am acquiring and when i am simply learning knowledge. i am conscious of the fact that what i am learning and acquiring has become embedded in the ideological model of literacy. i try to find out the ideologies behind everything that i read or do with words.
i have been brainwashed by the system.