I havent written here for a bloody long time. Been so bloody busy with wrk that i havent taken a single break. Will be scooting to HK for a few days next wk. Hope i can take a real gd break though im kinda sick rite now. My fren told me to wrk less coz shez never seen me so pale lookin n tired before. my eyebags are really baggy.. look more like water retention as they are bulging out... yucks. i look terrible and i hate it...

Had a v traumatizing experience lately when a child, whom i think is very well behaved, nearly lost his life rite before my eyes. He was found unconscious at the deep end of a pool and upon hauling him up, he foamed and bled. I freaked out as i never saw sucha sight before. It scared the hell outa me and I was desperately praying and asking him to be strong. Thank goodness someone quickly did cpr on him so he didnt lose his life. I went home and cried as i was so traumatized by the whole incident. Couldnt sleep that night and fortunately, he got discharged very quickly. However, the fear of swimming will never leave me. I shudder when i hear the words pool and water. It is such an unpleasant memory that i wana erase. Now, im more careful and i treasure life even more...