Health woes

yay, work's out for the moment (at last) and i'm so bloody relieved after a crazy yr of wrk. i've not been in the pink of health of late, with chest pains and giddiness. Worse still, i been having a bout of strange jumping of the nerve below my right eye, so it's bothering me big time. work's really sucked my life away to the point that i have no time for so many other impt things and people. just heard today that my colleague's application for leave to go for her honeymoon was rejected last yr because she was needed to do work. I was horrified because if you cant go for a honeymoon, how in the world do you spend time with your loved ones? I was appalled! Will that happen to me too? Gosh! It's amazing how we were told that a bal must be struck betw wrk n life and yet, they are stopping us from doing so. fancy getting last min wrk which req u to submit something the next day or getting calls after office hours. I am amazed by the speed at which all of us wrk. Since i've survived here for a rather long time, i believe i'm tough enough to handle all the shit elsewhere as my place's so well known for efficient workers who can work well under pressure, which is true since I've managed alot of things this yr n been part of big events comms.

okay, im rather worried that at the rate im working, i may drop dead before i even start my new phase of life. worrying indeed because its affecting my health badly. after my trip to down under, i shall go for my full body checkup, which will include checking for cardio, cancer etc. Really have a bad feeling about my health status. Argh. wish me luck. I still wanna have my own family and its too early for me to die... :(