think i been feeling really down these days. first, my sis's gone to usa to work for a few mths for her wrk experience and i miss her badly coz itz so quiet without her around and i got noone to talk to at home besides my parents. :(

then, i been having nitemares of all sorts, ranging from problems in my work to pretty gals seducing my dearest. i m v disturbed coz i duno if tisz due to stress frm wrk?

I am trying to suppress my moodiness by trying to be crappy or chirpy. But it is v painful to be happy when u r not.. arghhh