everyone must have missed me terribly as i havnt written here for a damn long time. Thatz because i been sufferin from computerophobia, in particular, emailophobia. Why? Coz everytime i go online, i am reminded of my work email account which i gota check regularly for staff updates. That sucks because it is COMPULSORY. You dont get your email account for nothing, there is a hidden agenda and if you dont utilize it, you are Unprofessional. You shud get my drift by now.

I hate work. I love money. I hate what im doing. But i gota live. So, I have no choice. :s Been having a lot of dramatic twists and turns in my professional life, thank goodness not in other aspects of my personal life. Am satisfied with my personal life at the moment. Been having lotsa nightmares about my work. This job is driving me nuts.

But then again, it is the stress that is providing me good training ground. I believe that I can handle lotsa stressful situations better than last time. Well, that's the minimal consolation I can give to myself :)

Yes, I am becoming delusional. Incoherent. I miss my studying days.

Attended some enrichment course and still attending. I love what I am learning coz it is so intellectually stimulating that I feel high after each lesson. OOOhhhhhlala.....

Been reading my friends' blogs and I wish I can have the luxury of time to contact them and ask them if everything is okay. Hope I can meet them someday after not having met them for erhhh... a few years?! Geez...