Hate is sucha poisonous yet addictive potion. It poisons my mind and yet I still want a higher dose each time. Worse, I get an unnatural high when this potion puts me in mental agony. It's turning me into a masochist!!! Hate somewhat reminds me of a weapon that is mentioned in Vonnegut's novel: a ten inch blade that is triangular in cross section so that when it is inflicted on someone else, the wound never closes up. Hate works the same way for me, it causes mental wounds in me which will never ever ever heal completely. Oh yes, I love Vonnegut's dark and irreverent sense of humour, I recommend Slaughterhouse five. It's got really cool torture methods, some of which are:
method 1: Putting the people u hate in the Iron Maiden and close the doors slowly on them and see the blood ooze outa the spikes especially from where their eyes are.
method 2: sticking a dentist's drill into the poor soul's ear.
method 3: staking the pathetic freak out on an anthill in the desert, facing upwards and put honey all over him and cut off his eyelids so that he has to stare at the sun till he dies.
method 4: feed your enemies with steak which has hidden sharp spikes so that when they chew on it, their tongue will tear, their throat will bleed. (actually this last method is used on the dogs in the story so I kinda modified it) :P

Violence is a sign of pregnancy. I am pregnant with hate. Hate is the growing embryo in my tummy. I feel nauseous whenever I concentrate on hate. Hate is eating away the beneficial nutrients which I am taking in. I believe it is gona take a life form of its own someday and eat me from my own womb. Or I may die from implosion. Cool..
Oh yes, I kinda like Shuen's idea of killing two ppl u hate:
Take out their intestines and tie them together and set fire to them? Cool way for them to die especially if they wana be together forever.

Gotta take a TV break.. Laterz..